Thursday, September 2, 2010
do you love me ?
There are different ways in which you look at things. The first way is to look at the positive side. Usually, i tend to look at both sides..Okays...Fine, i look more to the bad side most of the times. These few days i done a lot of thinking despite my loads of test. Sometimes, i question my own character. Im not a honest person. I allow people to cheat, i let them look at my answer. Im not being kind, im just....I also dun noe. Relationships are hard to manage. Once you ignore that relationship for a period of time, it will slowly grow distant. Im not good at managing relationships, I'm always the "dun noe" and "anything" person. I don't even know that i hurt someone's else feelings. I dun noe how to mange my own feelings either. Sometimes, i make the people around me suffer. I try to figure out my own feelings too. I just can't face the reality and i try to avoid the truth. I dun wanna let go. There are many many things that i wanna tell but i cannot. If i tell, i will only make you and me feel worser....I don't know.....I really don't know...Jus forget about ** ;8:29 PM